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So....the Orcomsoc acquiantance party is done and over with. Although I basically spent about an hour there, I have to say that attending the party is something I don't regret doing. It was fun because the people who attended were down-to-earth and for me, imbibed the real traits of an Orcom student-- y'know, no airheadedness, just fun-loving, noisy people. Haha, I had to add noisy because we really are a bunch of very talkative individuals. =P
Anyhow, the real reason I was very happy with the party was because I got to see my ex-crush again (uyyy!). Haha, no really, please don't tease me 'bout it co'z I still blush when someone teases me about him. You can't blame me, really! He was my first "real boy" crush in UP and also after years of being in an exclusive school. I guess you can say, he's special. But I swear, he's a thing of the past now, I don't like him the way I used to.
Well, today was extra special because I finally heard him sing! Gawd, I wanted to die right then and there! If you only know just how long I waited to hear his singing voice! Well, how was it? Divine, darling. Simply divine!
It was after I left the party (in the middle of his song) that I realized that I sort of missed him... It's complicated how I lost attraction for him and it's a long story too. All I can say is, he had nothing to do with it. It's just me, I guess.
Still a little bit of your song in my ear,
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear...
...Yes, it's not hard to fall,
when you float like a cannonball...
Okay, okay, enough, enough. You might think I still have feelings for the boy which I say, I don't! I just missed him. I missed how it felt to like him-- how he used to be the apple of my eye. It really takes me back to the semi-uncomplicated days of my freshman year. Yes, I'm merely reminiscing... It's a good thing though because I've always been a believer that looking back at your past gets you equipped to face the future as a stronger, better person.
I revisited my past today, and yes, it brought back a lot of fond memories but at the end of the day, I have to say that I'm perfectly happy here in the future, merely reminiscing events and people that made my past the colorful painting that it is. Thank you for the inspiration my dear. You are and forever will be my dear cookie. =)
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