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Welcome to the planet. Welcome to existence. Everything's here. Everybody's watching you now. Everybody waits for you now. What happens next? What happens next? I dare you to move. I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor. I dare you to move. Like today never happened. Today never happened before.
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Of coffee and forevers


Thursday, July 26, 2007


current addiction: coffee!
playlist favorite: Rockabye- Shawn Mullin

What is forever?

In the words of Lord Henry, 'To define is to Limit' so I will not go on rambling about years, emotions or whatever factor is in play in 'forever'. All I can say is:

I believe in forever-- whatever forever may mean. =)

Yes! I am sentimental and mushy like that. Call me superficial! Call me unrealistic! Heck, even call me stupid! It's just that I do. I simply do.

So why all the mushiness? I blame the caffeine.

Haha, I always blame something else for things happening in my life, don't I? Well, it's just the rule of attribution. Period.

Anyhoo, I just feel really happy at this moment because I can see that things are slowly falling into their own place. Yes, not everything is perfect, but I guess it's the little things that gives me so much joy. I'm starting to get my life back on track--mending broken hearts, rekindling relationships--basically starting fresh. I guess in a way, I have learned that you can be happy being alone (fine, single) and that you can have the best of both worlds in terms of your relationships. Enough about lack of communication, confusions, prioritizing issues, and all that other crap. It's about contentment and initiative at the same time. Basically...

It's about seeing the big picture--together with all its flaws and whatnots.
yes, time to start fresh!

I'd like to know if you'd be open
to starting over from SCRATCH?...

*sighs* Really, I am so overwhelmed with happiness-- or maybe it's not the right term. I think it's more of relief that I haven't completely lost it all. No more tears. No more tears. Just hope.

Gawd, I can't believe all those coffee has made me like this! I should drink more coffee then! ahahaha! No, seriously I drank more than my average dosage today. Just two cups but then it was "branded" coffee so I feel like I drank a lot more than usual. Oooh! About the coffee! I have to say, I really do love Seattle's best coffee more than Starbucks. I have always been saying that but with all my Starbucks escapades I sort of forgot that little bit of information for a while but after today, I am again a convert! hahaha! Shucks, Seattle's best coffee's Almond Mocha Joy really do live up to its name! It still gives me the unusual happiness it has given me back in my high school days. I used to sip coffee alone in there but I dunno... I never felt alone then. I had my good ol' cup of caffeine and to me, I had the entire world in my hands. =P

Anyway, I had my coffee, my salad, my cinnamon bun, my friends and Cinemalaya movies all day, I mean, what more can I ask for? a guy. Nyeh! hahaha! Kidding! =P

Well, to end this post, I'd just like to leave a simple message to you all:

You may not believe in forevers but believe in todays.

Have faith.

God moves in mysterious ways.

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