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About Me
.Fast Facts.
Name: Ninin/ Ninia/ NJ to some
Age:
School: UP Manila
Course: Organizational Communication
Adores
... Backstabbers! Gosh! I really hate 'em!
- Ney! Haha! Kidding!
... writing. It is only when I write that I feel truly alive.
... shopping! Really! I'm such a mall rat these past few m0nths.
... the color ORANGE. It's food to my eyes.
... nailpolish. It's uber cool and I love that I can change my nail color to my match my mood.
... cooking! The kitchen is my sanctuary.
... baking! I love baking cakes & pastries. Have you tried my choco chip cookies?
... reading. Books are my entry door to the realm of dreams.
... sleeping! Especially since I'm a certified insomniac. Most of my sleeping, I do during classes. lol!
... playing Table Tennis. It's only wen I play dat I feel I can simply be myself. No pretensions. No nothing.
... Sports. I'm very sporty and like doing guy stuffs.
... racing. I have a fetish for cars and have a great need for speed.
... spontaneity. I'm very spontaneuos and I love being with people who are also like me.
... Hot wheels. I collect Hot wheels (y'know, the toy cars?)
... flipflops. It's so comfy and I have 'em in almost every color to match my outfits.
... Overstuffed bags. I adore big bags!
... Coffee. Yum! Coffee=heaven.
... Dogs. They're uber cute! Too bad I don't own one ryt now.
... Dessert! It completes every meal. Besyds it improves your mood. take my word for it.
... Veggies. I'm a semi- vegitarian and loves veggie everything.
... Tofu! I swear, I can live on these alone. Anything soy and organic, I'm game for that!
... Sweet Stuff. I'm such a vanilla-caramel-marshmallow afficionado. Quite a surprise considerng I don't eat marshmallows... i juz luv d scent, dats ol...
... The RAIN. It just completely comforts me and brings me ease.
... Writing on my journal. It just keeps me sane.
... Perfumes. A spritz of perfume always completes every look.
... music. I'm a music buff and love to play my guitar and sometimes, my piano too.
Loathes
... Liars. Grr!
... Social climbers.
... Antagonists. Need I say more?
... Cats. Not just bec. I'm a dog lover. I hate 'em for they're so irritating!
... Foul odors. Anything that involves the nose, I can really be super sensitive.
... Biatches. They can really get into your nerves sometimes.
... Raisins. Yuck!
Wishes & Dreams
- Sheer bliss.
- World Peace. Yah... that would be great.
- A ticket to dreamland.
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I moved!
Friday, August 31, 2007
I won't be posting here anymore. Please update your links. This site will still be available because I won't be deleting it for sentimental purposes.
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posted by Ninin @ 5:47 PM 4 people rambled about life
Make me a star!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
current addiction: eating out
playlist favorite: light up the sky- yellowcard
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon! Make me famous NOW! haha, demanding much? You should be used to it by now. *wink!
Anyhow, why?
Because I friggin want to be on Celebrity Duets!
Gaaahhh!!! I really, really, really want to! It's a fabulous show and I want to be part of all the fabulousness! Hey, I belong, don't I? *bleh!
Gosh, really! I'm having sooo much fun watching it! And because of that, I want to be part of it all! I mean, for one, they can get away with murder with just being their fabulous selves! Now, that's what I want! Haha, I mean, I don't sing great and I know my singing prowess(or lack of) is attributed to my confidence and stance so... having a show like this would really help me get away with my lack of pure talent MORE! cool, ey? =P
I swear, I reaallyyy want to be part of all the action! It's super fun! I love how the celebrities are having fun themselves. It's something a random and adventurous girl like me would enjoy. Yeah... Me wants to be a celebrity NOW.
Y'know what's another great thing?? My darling Tim Yap is there! hahaha! Y'know, I really have a huge crush on that guy! I can't even understand it. It's like he's one of the very, very, very, very few chinitos I have the hots for. I was staring at him the whole show and I swear, I look at him and I melt. He's toooo hot! I don't even wish him to be anything than he is right now. I don't care if people say he's metrosexual or worse gay, I just don't care! He's perfect the way he is. I liked him back in 3rd year because of his cute looks and personality and I still admire him for the same reason. My only wish is to know him personally. Even to just be introduced to him! Wow, that would be heaven.
playlist favorite: light up the sky- yellowcard
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon! Make me famous NOW! haha, demanding much? You should be used to it by now. *wink!
Anyhow, why?
Because I friggin want to be on Celebrity Duets!
Gaaahhh!!! I really, really, really want to! It's a fabulous show and I want to be part of all the fabulousness! Hey, I belong, don't I? *bleh!
Gosh, really! I'm having sooo much fun watching it! And because of that, I want to be part of it all! I mean, for one, they can get away with murder with just being their fabulous selves! Now, that's what I want! Haha, I mean, I don't sing great and I know my singing prowess(or lack of) is attributed to my confidence and stance so... having a show like this would really help me get away with my lack of pure talent MORE! cool, ey? =P
I swear, I reaallyyy want to be part of all the action! It's super fun! I love how the celebrities are having fun themselves. It's something a random and adventurous girl like me would enjoy. Yeah... Me wants to be a celebrity NOW.
Y'know what's another great thing?? My darling Tim Yap is there! hahaha! Y'know, I really have a huge crush on that guy! I can't even understand it. It's like he's one of the very, very, very, very few chinitos I have the hots for. I was staring at him the whole show and I swear, I look at him and I melt. He's toooo hot! I don't even wish him to be anything than he is right now. I don't care if people say he's metrosexual or worse gay, I just don't care! He's perfect the way he is. I liked him back in 3rd year because of his cute looks and personality and I still admire him for the same reason. My only wish is to know him personally. Even to just be introduced to him! Wow, that would be heaven.
Well, in the end, I just have to say that I love the show. It's great! I'm rooting for Tim (of course) and Dr. Hayden (super cute too!). I love the others too but it's a contest and everyone always has favorites. They're mine, so there!
Help me support them, okay? Just text Duets (space) Tim/Hayden/Tessa to 367 for Smart/Talk and Text subscribers and 2344 for Globe =)
I mean, if I can't be a celebrity now, then I'm going for the next best thing. *wink!
Labels: happy
posted by Ninin @ 7:26 PM 0 people rambled about life
Oh Happy Day!
Thursday, August 23, 2007
current addiction: installing programs in my pc
playlist favorite: hallelujah- Paramore
Wowee. I am still in awe with this day. Why?? Co'z mama got me a new phone! wow.
Okay, call me superficial and materialistic but I really feel happy about my new phone. Not so much that it's new (well, partly) but more of how spontaneous it was. Hahaha! I mean, I didn't even need to nag her about it! I said I liked that unit and ta-dah! She got it for me! ooohhh! She really is royalty of spontaneity! Oh hail the queen of cool! =P
playlist favorite: hallelujah- Paramore
Wowee. I am still in awe with this day. Why?? Co'z mama got me a new phone! wow.
Okay, call me superficial and materialistic but I really feel happy about my new phone. Not so much that it's new (well, partly) but more of how spontaneous it was. Hahaha! I mean, I didn't even need to nag her about it! I said I liked that unit and ta-dah! She got it for me! ooohhh! She really is royalty of spontaneity! Oh hail the queen of cool! =P
yeah, I am sooo lovin' it! It's perfect! It feels and looks great! wahoo! kiss, kiss!
yeah baby! This is the phone for meeee!!! looks great with my nails, yes? *wink!
like hello? haha, I'm sooo excited for my first call! wonder who it'll be from. hmm...
Yeheyyy! And you know what's one of the best things that happened?? I got Missy back! Remember her?
death of Missy back in... November(?) 2007.
Now...
Missy's made a comeback thanks to my dear Mama!
death of Missy back in... November(?) 2007.
Now...
Missy's made a comeback thanks to my dear Mama!
Y'know what's fun about this?? Not only is Missy back but her photo was also taken using my new d9! Ooowee! See how the picture quality is oh-so-good?? haha, I am sooo excited to use it already! weeee! =P
Yay,yay,yay! Well, that's basically it! I just wanted to share my joy because I'm really happy about it. Hahaha! bye, bye people! I wish you all happiness too! Hang in there! *kiss,kiss!
Labels: happy
posted by Ninin @ 11:20 PM 0 people rambled about life
Missed me?
Monday, August 20, 2007
current addiction: pigging out
playlist favorite: when it rains (gaah, total LSS!)
Well, did you? Did you?? --or have you had enough of my nagging and petty child talk?? hahaha! I bet not co'z you're still here! Still reading my entry. *sticks tongue out*
Anyhow, don't feel too ashamed to say yes because I sure did miss you! Yeah baby! I MISSED YOU!-- all 30 million of you! hahaha!
Well, what happened to me?? I went to Disneyland Hong Kong.
Weh? ASA!
Dia was just teasing us how we have a really long vacation because of the suspension of classes and how we could go to Hongkong for the weekend. Yes, it made perfect sense!-- erm, disregarding the fact that Hongkong is feeling the wrath of Egay too. haha!
Oh well... so much for our fancyful plans! Back to reality!
What REALLY happened was that I didn't have internet connection for about a week because we didn't have a phone line. Yeah, good ol' Globelines was victim to all the typhoon hubbadubba and so I had to painfully spend my "vacation days" without my trusty websites and webfriends. Argh. Well, at least I got all the rest and lounge time I needed-- yeah, makin it... SEMI-fun.
I was planning to do a new layout (like I haven't been trying to since forever!) but because I was craving to go online, I couldn't concentrate on anything else that involved the computer! It was literally killing me! I had to keep myself from using it so I wouldn't crave too much and throw a tantrum or somethin. ahaha. Well, I succeeded!--although the downside was, I spent my time eating making me gain like 5 pounds. nyeh! hahaha! I don't know, I just am really cautious these days because I reallyyyy want to have abs and because of all my pigging out, I'm back to square one again. Gaaah! I want! I want! Oh six-pack when will I ever lay eyes on you?? *drama mode*
Anyway, I'm still happy overall esp. with our company interviews. We've already gone to Sony BMG and Sitel last Friday completing our scheduled meetings! yehey! Hooray for us! So add to that Nissan and Philamlife and what do you have?!? A report! hahaha! Well, I was really happy with the Sony thing because it was sooooo professional! He was even scary! We were so nervous the whole time but thank God for our Orcom background, we were able to pull off a decent interview! yay!
Sitel on the other hand is a different story! Gaaahhh!!! I can't describe just how shocked I was at how many CUTE guys there were in that building! And I don't just mean CUTE! They were really the kind you'd love to bring home to your moms!--yknow, intelligent-looking, handsome, decent and... rich! hahaha! Hey, call center guys get large salaries, yes? *bats eyelashes*
Woohoo! Well, that's my week in a nutshell--erm, maybe part of it. I'm just really happy to be back in the webworld that I just needed to post something, anything! I really did miss you guys sooo much! It's unbelievable how the loss of internet has made me really sad but we have to accept the new truth that technology can indeed make a man cripple.
*I had a "ask me anything night" in y!messenger and boy was it lots of fun! Really, the questions they asked varied from the petty ones like How I was doing to the really deep like when will the world end, but overall, it made me really happy. Answering people's questions no matter how shallow or deep it is gave me a sense of concreteness-- like I knew exactly what I felt and how I would react to something. It's really very cool. I honestly had loads of fun. So... I'm making it a tradition to stage an "ask me anything night" every fortnight (2 weeks for laymen out there). Wowee! I can't wait 'til my next one! yeheyyy!
Labels: happy
posted by Ninin @ 8:51 PM 0 people rambled about life
Digg-er!
Monday, August 13, 2007
current addiction: classics
playlist favorite: Dig- Incubus
playlist favorite: Dig- Incubus
No matter how we try....We all have someone that digs at us
Yeah, you may not believe me at once but I swear, it's true. We're always gripping about how we look ugly or that we're not good enough but somewhere, somehow... someone actually sees us as the apple of his eye.
That's what I believe and I think it is actually quite accurate. I mean, there are moments when I would stop and suddenly admire how a classmate actually looks really good or how he/she has this certain glow or something and for a moment, I admire him/her. See? Now how many times has this happened to you? Count them, triple it and voila! That's the number of times people reacted the same way to you too. =)
yiheeee!
hahaha! But seriously, no matter how we try to keep people from admiring us, there will always be someone who digs at us. The only difference is whether we dig them too, right? Sooo... basically, it falls down to the cliche that people look for love. We're all looking that's why we can't find it. We're all going around aimlessly in circles but if we'd only stop, maybe love will finally find us worthy and direct our course.
Deep, huh?
Ha! Only comes once in a blue moon so excuse the insane outbursts of philosophies. =P
Okay, back to what I was saying... so, I say just enjoy yourself! Be happy all the time because someone might be falling in love with your smile! We all have things that make us lovable to someone else and if we'd only stop and be ourselves more, we might soon find ourselves selecting from a hoard of potential lovers. eww, yuck. =P
Oh well! In the end, all I can say is: Life's an eternal circle! Each is special to someone else, each heart belongs to another. Basically, We all dig each other! It's really a just matter of who buckles and admits it first. *wink!
Labels: happy, philosophical
posted by Ninin @ 11:53 PM 0 people rambled about life
Obsession du jour
Saturday, August 11, 2007
current addiction: model abs
playlist favorite: passenger seat- Stephen speaks
....co'z I'm always obsessed with something. haha!
Well, what am I obsessed about right now? two things: model abs and me.
nyeh!
No, seriously, I am! Actually, I had a talk about this with Soan and we were discussing about how I was "in love with myself". I mean, I am!-- not in the narcissistic kind of way but in a way that I feel so comfortable in my own skin and I actually enjoy being with me-- alone and carefree. Is there anything wrong with that?
Maybe what I'm saying is I'm actually being contented right now being alone (loveless, in particular) and enjoying how it feels so great to not bother about anything else! In a way it has given me a lot of time to stop and smell the flowers. I have been seeing a lot of good things about life and I have to admit, I have been really happy these past few weeks. I smile because of the rain, I smile when the wind blows my hair, I smile when I hear a great song, I smile when I walk gailely in sidewalks, yes, yes, I smile every single moment!-- maybe not on the outside, but I swear, my heart is grinning every single second of the day!
I love what I'm feeling! It's like I'm starting to get to know myself again and improving on areas that need improvement. Honestly, I missed how this felt. I missed how I could still manage a grin even in the most stressful situations. Wow, this really is my ephemeral bliss! Oh I hope it wouldn't have to end so soon...
Well, I had a great time with myself again today =) I went to Seattle's Best coffee, snuggled with a copy of Madame Bovary over my large cup of coffee and just let go! I spent two hours alone but just like in High school, that two hours felt like the happiest two hours of my life! Go couch! hahaha! Yeah, I snuggled in the couch, slouching all the way in front of the aircon and enjoying my book. Wow, I really missed doing that. Really.
After spending that time in SB, mama made me go to CCP so they can pick me up. Normally, I would have been really pissed because I had to exert effort in going there but this time, I was not! I even gladly went there with sparkling eyes! ahaha! The wind was in my hair, the atmosphere cool, everything looked so serene and I was singing passenger seat--boy did I feel reallyyy good!
*sighs* this is the best of times, really. I hope you guys could feel this way too, co'z it's rejuvenating. I think being contented is the key-- erm, maybe. ahaha! That's the only thing I could attribute all these to at the moment. I'll post as soon as I get a realization or somethin. *wink!
Okay! Now for my next obsession du jour: model abs! Gaahh! I swear, I am having major general fixation on model's abs! I have been watching a lot of Ftv lately and I often find myself drooling over all the models' flat and contoured tummies. How I wish I could have that! I'm trying to do my best by doing sit ups so wish me luck! hahaha! Oh! Have you seen the Victoria's Secret fashion show? Mahn is it sizzlinggg!!! I know it's outdated but I saw a replay of it the other night and I was in awe once again (add to that my current abs obsession and that makes for double awe in my part. =P) They sooo gorgeous! I wish I had body like that so I can walk the walk and be the next Victoria's secret model. hahaha! Ay. I forgot, you got to have big boobs, which uhm, I sort of... lack. poof!
playlist favorite: passenger seat- Stephen speaks
....co'z I'm always obsessed with something. haha!
Well, what am I obsessed about right now? two things: model abs and me.
nyeh!
No, seriously, I am! Actually, I had a talk about this with Soan and we were discussing about how I was "in love with myself". I mean, I am!-- not in the narcissistic kind of way but in a way that I feel so comfortable in my own skin and I actually enjoy being with me-- alone and carefree. Is there anything wrong with that?
Maybe what I'm saying is I'm actually being contented right now being alone (loveless, in particular) and enjoying how it feels so great to not bother about anything else! In a way it has given me a lot of time to stop and smell the flowers. I have been seeing a lot of good things about life and I have to admit, I have been really happy these past few weeks. I smile because of the rain, I smile when the wind blows my hair, I smile when I hear a great song, I smile when I walk gailely in sidewalks, yes, yes, I smile every single moment!-- maybe not on the outside, but I swear, my heart is grinning every single second of the day!
I love what I'm feeling! It's like I'm starting to get to know myself again and improving on areas that need improvement. Honestly, I missed how this felt. I missed how I could still manage a grin even in the most stressful situations. Wow, this really is my ephemeral bliss! Oh I hope it wouldn't have to end so soon...
Well, I had a great time with myself again today =) I went to Seattle's Best coffee, snuggled with a copy of Madame Bovary over my large cup of coffee and just let go! I spent two hours alone but just like in High school, that two hours felt like the happiest two hours of my life! Go couch! hahaha! Yeah, I snuggled in the couch, slouching all the way in front of the aircon and enjoying my book. Wow, I really missed doing that. Really.
After spending that time in SB, mama made me go to CCP so they can pick me up. Normally, I would have been really pissed because I had to exert effort in going there but this time, I was not! I even gladly went there with sparkling eyes! ahaha! The wind was in my hair, the atmosphere cool, everything looked so serene and I was singing passenger seat--boy did I feel reallyyy good!
*sighs* this is the best of times, really. I hope you guys could feel this way too, co'z it's rejuvenating. I think being contented is the key-- erm, maybe. ahaha! That's the only thing I could attribute all these to at the moment. I'll post as soon as I get a realization or somethin. *wink!
Okay! Now for my next obsession du jour: model abs! Gaahh! I swear, I am having major general fixation on model's abs! I have been watching a lot of Ftv lately and I often find myself drooling over all the models' flat and contoured tummies. How I wish I could have that! I'm trying to do my best by doing sit ups so wish me luck! hahaha! Oh! Have you seen the Victoria's Secret fashion show? Mahn is it sizzlinggg!!! I know it's outdated but I saw a replay of it the other night and I was in awe once again (add to that my current abs obsession and that makes for double awe in my part. =P) They sooo gorgeous! I wish I had body like that so I can walk the walk and be the next Victoria's secret model. hahaha! Ay. I forgot, you got to have big boobs, which uhm, I sort of... lack. poof!
Natasha Poly is the hotness don't you think? Even hotter than Giselle for me. haha. =P
I have also been drooling over swimwear from Movimento. It's this brazilian swimwear line that is soooo gorgeous! I want to wear them like NOW. Oh, scratch that!-- once I'd get abs to flaunt already. hahaha!
look at how her top flatters her small boobs! yeah, that's called the wonder bra--swimwear edition. hahaha!
I love the details on this one. It's young and hip but super sexy as well! wow.
There! I can't find images of the others I saw on the runway itself but these ones are really great too. Ackkk! I want my Movimentos NOW! Someone, ship 'em to me, please!!!
Labels: happy
posted by Ninin @ 6:56 PM 0 people rambled about life
The Great Raid
Friday, August 10, 2007
current addiction: eating
playlist favorite: Your guardian angel- rja
Today couldn't have been much more action packed!-- and when I mean action, I mean, ACTION. Ahahaha!
Why?? Because our great plan has been put into action! Yeah baby, our maid is no longer with us because we finally got her confession! How? Confrontation of course! Nothing beats good old fashioned direct to the point questioning. You'd be taken so much in surpise that you'd not know what to say but the truth! yeah, yeah, yeah! Clap, clap to the masters of this game: Ninang and Mama! *woohoo!
Well, we did squeeze out a confession from her and even if I barely had sleep (was still awake at 5am and woke up at 8am), I didn't feel sleepy at all! This is sooo much worth the eyebags! Anyhoo, I made her a confession document complete with all the legal jargon (I'm used to this with all the legal stuff I write for mama's taxi business). Omg! I swear, it was sooo much fun! It looked like a really serious document! Told yah, I was Elle Woods. ahahaha!
Anyhow, turns out our maid has stolen from mama a total of 10,400pesos. And guess what?? Aside from the money, she was stealing bags from me! From ME! I can't believe she shopped in my stash! The nerve of that girl!
Well, after her confession, we made her pull our her baggage and open it so we can check whatever it is she had hidden there. You won't believe how cunning she was! The way she hid the stuff she stole was so discrete, you'd think she's an expert on it!-- well, we don't really know for sure whether she is or isn't so...
After "the great raid"-- oh, before I forget, she even had the nerve to deny she stole something and claimed them as her own! Grr! Okay, back to what I was saying... after the raid, mama and ninang took her with them and sent her off to the province. hahaha! Told you they were spontaneous! The look of shock on her face was priceless I'm telling you, priceless!
playlist favorite: Your guardian angel- rja
Today couldn't have been much more action packed!-- and when I mean action, I mean, ACTION. Ahahaha!
Why?? Because our great plan has been put into action! Yeah baby, our maid is no longer with us because we finally got her confession! How? Confrontation of course! Nothing beats good old fashioned direct to the point questioning. You'd be taken so much in surpise that you'd not know what to say but the truth! yeah, yeah, yeah! Clap, clap to the masters of this game: Ninang and Mama! *woohoo!
Well, we did squeeze out a confession from her and even if I barely had sleep (was still awake at 5am and woke up at 8am), I didn't feel sleepy at all! This is sooo much worth the eyebags! Anyhoo, I made her a confession document complete with all the legal jargon (I'm used to this with all the legal stuff I write for mama's taxi business). Omg! I swear, it was sooo much fun! It looked like a really serious document! Told yah, I was Elle Woods. ahahaha!
Anyhow, turns out our maid has stolen from mama a total of 10,400pesos. And guess what?? Aside from the money, she was stealing bags from me! From ME! I can't believe she shopped in my stash! The nerve of that girl!
Well, after her confession, we made her pull our her baggage and open it so we can check whatever it is she had hidden there. You won't believe how cunning she was! The way she hid the stuff she stole was so discrete, you'd think she's an expert on it!-- well, we don't really know for sure whether she is or isn't so...
After "the great raid"-- oh, before I forget, she even had the nerve to deny she stole something and claimed them as her own! Grr! Okay, back to what I was saying... after the raid, mama and ninang took her with them and sent her off to the province. hahaha! Told you they were spontaneous! The look of shock on her face was priceless I'm telling you, priceless!
Soo.... eventually I was left all alone in the house. What does a girl my age do when they're left home alone? Simple! Eat everything in the fridge, fart 'til the whole house stinks like a rat hole and sleep your way to dreamland, complete with chocolate stains on your tshirt! Cool, ey? =P
Yeheeyyy!!!-- oh no! I didn't do JUST that. I also became a little bit productive by calling Sony BMG and finally booking ourselves an interview! Yeheyy! Rockstars, here we come! Hahaha!
Oh well.. I'm feeling lonely now and yes, super lazy because I have an exam tomorrow (which I haven't studied for) and because I have to go wash the dishes and tend to other household chores now. Ugh. I miss having a maid. Aaahhh-te!!! Hahaha!
Well, I'm off now! Bye, bye people!
Yeheeyyy!!!-- oh no! I didn't do JUST that. I also became a little bit productive by calling Sony BMG and finally booking ourselves an interview! Yeheyy! Rockstars, here we come! Hahaha!
Oh well.. I'm feeling lonely now and yes, super lazy because I have an exam tomorrow (which I haven't studied for) and because I have to go wash the dishes and tend to other household chores now. Ugh. I miss having a maid. Aaahhh-te!!! Hahaha!
Well, I'm off now! Bye, bye people!
Labels: busy
posted by Ninin @ 5:43 PM 0 people rambled about life
All hail your hotness!
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
current addiction: writing
playlist favorite: your guardian angel- rja
OMG! I almost peed in my shorts because of this! Ladies and germs, I present to you, the really, uber, hhoooot... Prince Harry!
playlist favorite: your guardian angel- rja
OMG! I almost peed in my shorts because of this! Ladies and germs, I present to you, the really, uber, hhoooot... Prince Harry!
clickety click click for a bigger image! I know you want to! *wink!
Oooohhh!!! All hail the prince! Gaaah! I swear, I am in awe of this picture of him! I can't believe this is really him! I know I have always had the hots for him, I prefered him over William but damn! Now, I soooo want to have his baby! hahaha! =) Tsss! Sorry for the icky language, I am a bit deranged co'z I'm still hyper despite it being 2 in the morning already. Hahaha, I'm acting like I don't have a 7am class, no? Sooo like me.
Anyhow, I just had to share that with y'all co'z something that hot shouldn't be kept to yourself. Prince Harry is sizzling, I'm afraid he'll burn! Gaaah, I'm so cheesy.
Enough, enough!
Sorry, this is just what happens when you're loveless. The lack of lovelife makes me pathetic. Boo.
----edited---
What a morning I just had! Before I go rambling about it, let me compose myself first and begin at the start....
...I barely had any sleep because as my first post said, it was already 2am and I was still in hyper mode! Gaawwwd, I dunno why but I often feel giddy at night. Must be the rain... OR... someone might be dreaming of me! nyeh! hahaha!
Anyhow, I woke up at 5:30 even if I had a 7am class! Gosh, was I shocked! Argh! Oh well, Soan and I were texting co'z we wanted classes to be suspended. Haha! I was actually delaying my bath time because I soooo did not want to get wet co'z of the cold. Brrr! Oh well, in the end, I still found myself inside the bathroom freezing like a kitten and in a few minutes, in the car off to school. Argh. So much for our hopes of prolonged slumber!
Well, all the streets to Manila was flooded already. If you're a certified Manila citizen, you would know what I mean. I was already worrying about how I was supposed to go home this afternoon co'z the sidewalk was flooded too! Gaaahh! It was really disgusting and soooo unimaginable! UP was another story! They had to drop me off a few feet from the gate because it was flooded already. To help students get into the campus, they had these thin wooden and steel planks lined up at the gate. Gawd, was I shocked! I am sooo not used to walking on thin surfaces co'z I'm flat footed and just know I'd eventually end up falling. Can you imagine me face down on that muddy water? Yuck!
Well, I was barely even inside the lobby when they finally announced the suspension of classes. Perfect, ey? Argh, oh well, I still went to our class to find Mae, Yela and Pau's intarmed crushie already there. The scene was so typical-- rambling about the late suspension, nonstop texting, phones ringing, the works! In the end, we all decided to go home.
So Yela and Mae went ahead as I waited for my mom to pick me up. I sat at the lobby, chatted with Ate Chie for a while, saw John carrying his shoes (haha!), and finally, finally, saw my ex-crush! hahaha! At least I had a chance to smile--and I swear, the moment I met his eye, I was fighting back a really huge goofy grin. Hihi ;-)
Oh well... So mama decided to just drop me off the jeepney terminal in Cavite co'z she had to go to work. I agreed co'z I was dying to go home so any means would do. Well, I was seated near the door and this college guy seated next to me. The moment he went in the jeepney, he was already looking at me. I didn't mind it co'z maybe, just maybe, he found me pretty. Well... that was only half true.
About a quarter of the trip, I felt someone tugging the heart-shaped thingy of my bag. I suddenly became alert and aware of my surroundings. My thoughts of a hot bowl of noodles with egg was suddenly replaced by thoughts of what I should do in the next few seconds. At first I thought he was only flirting with me and enjoyed tugging the heart thingy but then I suddenly had the feeling he actually mistook that for the zipper of my bag. Well... I was right! I used my right arm to push down harder on my bag so it would lay really flat on my lap. Then suddenly, I felt him tugging harder. *gasp!* He really was planning to steal from me! Anyhow, I changed position again so the zipper of my bag would be in plain view. Ha! I'm not that stupid, sucker!
But noooo! He did not stop there! Since he could not get to my bag, he just resorted to playing pervert and started to caress the inside of my arm. Eff you, you orangemadderrr!!
Well, I really am not good when it comes to this things and I always find myself victim to sexual assaults. Yeah, I did not do anything about it. I mean, his action was sooo discrete that he might say I was assuming things. And also since it was too early for a public scandal, I just let it pass. He caressed my arm for a good 20 minutes. The first few seconds was really uncomfortable but as time went, it actually felt good. Hahaha! Gawd, this is so me to even see something good about this! But yeah, I admit, I was enjoying it. It was tickling me but not enough to make me laugh aloud. Ohmygawd! I'm sooooo bad with these stuff. But I actually had a really evil grin on me co'z I wanted him to feel that it was not affecting me. I'm tougher than what he thinks and won't budge!
*sighs* Y'know I'm really stupid with this stuff so you can scold me now.
Well, the only thing I did was look at him when I finally dismounted the jeepney. It was all I can do. At least I had a look at the guy. And guess what? When I looked, he was staring back! The nerve!!
I'd get him someday. I'd get all those people who have stolen from me, sexually assaulted me, cheated on me and done anything bad to me. I'd get them somehow. Yes, I'd have my revenge, one way or another, and then they'd regret having messed with me or another person in the first place. Remember:
I don't get mad.
I get even.
posted by Ninin @ 1:25 AM 0 people rambled about life
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007
current addiction: downloading games
playlist favorite: The prayer- Bloc party
I have always said that I want to be an ambassador. It is that one thing in my life that I have always been so certain of. It's like my childhood dream and one that I really see myself as wanting to be. But is foreign service really the path I ought to take?
No, don't get me wrong, I'm not having second thoughts or whatever. It's just that I kind of had the realization that my life is somehow planned out for me already. It's not a bad thing because it is afterall because of me that my life is so certain. I made the plans, I work in line with my goal. So in the end, it's really all me. It's just that I kind of got shocked at how everything's set in place when I'm actually the kind of girl who believes in taking chances and loves to go where the wind blows her. Well, apparently, I'm not that carefree.
playlist favorite: The prayer- Bloc party
I have always said that I want to be an ambassador. It is that one thing in my life that I have always been so certain of. It's like my childhood dream and one that I really see myself as wanting to be. But is foreign service really the path I ought to take?
No, don't get me wrong, I'm not having second thoughts or whatever. It's just that I kind of had the realization that my life is somehow planned out for me already. It's not a bad thing because it is afterall because of me that my life is so certain. I made the plans, I work in line with my goal. So in the end, it's really all me. It's just that I kind of got shocked at how everything's set in place when I'm actually the kind of girl who believes in taking chances and loves to go where the wind blows her. Well, apparently, I'm not that carefree.
Well maybe at some points I am like that. I mean, for one, where I went to school was never my decision, it has always been my mom's. The course on the other hand, is by me, because like I said, my goal has been set since the day I laid eyes on Amb. Luz del Mundo. I really don't care what happens in between in my life, all I know is, I need to reach my goal in the end.
My life has been set for me and I have planned so hard to be an ambassador. I took French lessons at Alliance Francais de manille, English speaking skills at Speechpower, harnessed my writing skills through the school paper bagging a couple of awards in the process and is now, taking a communication's course to enhance my coversational abilities. I mean, I am sooo equipped with the necessary tools to become the girl I dream to be. The only thing missing is my law degree and I'm really set!
But
Truth is, all these certainties and concrete plans is making me really scared. I'm scared that I might not get what I want. I don't want to get disappointed. I worked really hard for this. I want this.
I guess one of the things that's bothering me and making me feel scared is the fact that I feel like I want to do more. I want to be a businesswoman, an entrepreneur, an events manager, a restaurant cook and owner, a marketing rep for L'oreal, a magazine editor, the works! That's my problem. I see myself being happy in those positions sooo much just because that's me-- that's where my personality fits perfectly. Yes, I know, being an ambassador fits me in some ways too however, I feel like I want to do a lot of creative things first before finally settling for the boring, dark-suited world of Foreign affairs. But that's not part of my plan.
See why I feel so scared? I'm young! I want to live my life to the fullest while I still have time! But Foreign affairs also do not wait for anyone. It's now or never. It's a matter of choosing which path to take and praying that you make the best one.
It's sad to think that this day had to come-- when what used to be the source of my joy and the one thing that felt concrete to me is starting to make me unhappy. Now, I merely hold on to the belief that God hands you the right opportunities at the right time.
Lord, tonight make me unstoppable!
I will charm, I will slice
I will dazzle them with my wit!
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posted by Ninin @ 6:43 PM 2 people rambled about life
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Monday, August 06, 2007
current addiction: camwhoring with soan and pau
playlist favorite: when it rains- paramore
(To the tune of the pink panther theme) Tenen tenen, toot toot toot toot. Tened tenen, toot toot toot tooot. *takes out magnifying lens* I spy... a cockroach! eeek!
Hahaha! Not that I'm really scared of cockroaches co'z I'm not. hahaha! Anyhow, why the detective-esque start? Co'z we're effin putting a big plan into action and it involves a crime! Yes people, you heard(?) me right! A crime! It doesn't have anything to do with all the gory, messy murder thingies. It's just a matter of losing something because someone took it. Everyone say, S-T-E-A-L-I-N-G! Hey, it's still a crime, right?
Anyway, the reason my family and I are plotting something is because we have just found out that our current maid is actually stealing money from us. Okay, in 3.
1...
2...
3...
everyone *gasp!* hahaha!
Well, it's really no biggie. Things like this happen all the time. It's just that we're being extra careful in carrying out our plan because we don't want her to know that we know. Well, we'll be sending her back to the province tomorrow and it may sound really rushed but in our family, everything happens spontaneously, so it's really no surprise.
Anyway, I'm scared and excited at the same time. Oohhh, the drama! The action! The intrigue! Tomorrow would be a really, reaaallyyy interesting day. hihihi;)
Well, aside from that juicy gossip about our maid, I guess nothing much happened to me that's worth blogging about. These past few days were spent lounging around, watching tv and finishing all my paperworks. I have been one very busy girl! Haayyy, actually what I have been really dying to do is make a new blog layout. I mean, hello?! I've been wanting to change layouts since classes began and it has already been two months but still no change. Argh. I just hate it that I can't find inspiration and when I did find myself being creative, I couldn't find the perfect images to use. Now, how am I supposed to do a layout then?? grr. Oh well, maybe it's not yet the time. The perfect layout and images will eventually land on my lap.... preferably, soon. ahaha!
Oh well, I feel a little under the weather today just co'z it's that time of month again. My migraine and asthma is kicking in full gear, and I hate it. Grr. I'm still being hopeful though because it's raining all the time and I still hold on to my belief that good things happen to me when it rains. And yes, it has not yet failed me. =)
Okay! I'm off now! Gonna go secure all my money and jewelries for tonight. I mean, I wouldn't want her to steal anything else the night before she leaves, right?
bye people!
Goodnight, tonight, goodnight!
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